woke up for the second time today at 4pm…and since, i’ve been watching bravo’s Millionaire Matchmaker. my life is going to waste this winter break. im slowly deteriorating..HELP ME. on a brighter note, i ordered pizza…and wings. dont judge me! alright im gonna go do nothing as i wait for my food (which im not even really that hungry) fml.
so i got up at 8:30 am because i was awaken by the mother to make sure i buy the “2 for tuesdays” deal at dominos pizza today. apparently they have a 2 large 1-topping pizzas for 10.99 today. guess i gotta get on that later….but i want family owned non-chain pizza restaurant pizza. BOOO. now im watching the new ghetto fab xmas abc family movie with christina milian and chad michael murray. so far not good. acting is mediocre and im just watching it while i eat. will today be more productive than yesterday? lets hope so. i really should get my tan on today but im too scared to drive on the icy road :( wah. i wish there was such a thing as teleporting cause i would be all up on that shit. saves money and is more convenient. but thats just wishful thinking. alright, well im off to do unimportant stuff..will blog again…probably another 9 by the end of today. ciao! (why did i just say ciao? i never say that…oh welps)
2. spend time with the family (something i havent done in awhile)
3. actually sat together with the whole fam for a meal at the dining table
4. wrote atleast 15 blogs in one day
5. ate endlessly (not like i dont do that on a daily basis)
6. built a new school in cityville and went up 2 levels
7. realize how pathetic my life is…
8. minus the family get-together
9. watch my cats freak out cause of snow
10. getting to see my family together in one house all at the same time<3 it sucks that we all have different schedules..me off at school, grace in the city and my parents always out at work until night. today was relaxing for all of us and gave us the much-needed time together :)
I find no competition in another female, if anything, I find admiration. I look up to the ones that know how to carry themselves, the educated ones who walk with confidence, the humble ones. It’s those ladies I wish there were more of an abundance of.
STUPID BLIZZARD! just when i thought i was going to get a nice break from the arctic tundra, it follows me from ‘cuse to long island and the rest of the tristate area. kewl. i hate the snow because it restricts me from going out and doing the things i want to do like…eat and ddae mee ruh. wtheck rude. my cars are actually all snowed in and i cant move it. i attempted to shovel the snow and failed horribly. ended up hurting my hand :( wah. as of now, all i want is a nice slice of vegetable or salad pizza from a nice family owned pizza restaurant. none of that franchised dominos/papa johns bullshit. SOMEONE TELEPORT ME SOME PIZZA. i sense that today will be an extra unproductive day… all i’ve done today so far is tumblr and cityville and eat. wow i neee to re-evaluate my life. goodbye.
so im still awake because im a newly addicted tumblr-er and im also insanely addicted to facebook’s cityville. for all those who’ve never tried, GET ON THAT SHIT. im hooked and i cant seem to get myself to get off… i only get off when i have no “energy” which is what allows me to play cityville in the game and limits how long and how fast i can play :( thats rude. also, my stomach is composing a symphony and constantly reminding me of my intense craving for a chipotle burrito bowl YUM. i need me some of that… if only it wasn’t a tundra outside -_- anyways, i will attempt to sleep now because im hungry and cranky and have no more “energy” left to play cityville. bye.
So here I am.. my second post after joining tumblr. i swore i would never have one of these things because its not my thing, but after browsing through some other people’s blogs, it peaked my interest. If i’m going to waste my life on the internet, i might as well do something productive..yes, blogging is my definition of productive. I feel like i could use this as a way to just voice all the little voices in my head (not that i have some sort of mental illness or anything). Lately, i just feel like being “artsy” and blog about life and all that jazz.
For a couple weeks now, i’ve been having dreams where i’m being chased, and shits really scary. i wake up in the middle of the night and i can feel my heart racing. I googled what it means to be chased and this is what it says…
“To dream that you are being chased indicates that you are steering clear of a circumstance that you don’t feel is able to be overcome. This is generally a metaphor for a kind of insecurity”
maybe this is talking about the fact that i still have yet to decide what i want to do in the future. i’ve been so wishy washy with my decisions and idk where or what i should be doing. can someone help me? wah. the future scares me…i know its coming fast but im unprepared. gah lifes a bitch but i’ll get over it. i need a sign from the career-fairy to help me decide what i want to do with the rest of my life. any takers?
anywhoos, i must say, blogging isnt as bad as i thought. my “artsiness” is startinng to kick in ;) will blog again soon!